矛盾的我~

每个人心中都有一个秘密~

对我而言这是正常的。。。。我的心很复杂~有很多很多心事。。。但最后的我选择了忘记。。。

虽然如此~我的心永远还是藏了一个“塔”。。。

crista

How can i remove this emo~

last night~there was my happy and sad day..changed so fast..i also cant believe...

After presentation and exam, i thought i can have at least 1 day of relax day~but....

izit i made myself get into such situation??..my eye till the morning ,still very pain and reddish..i cry whole night...such a stupid action...

actually i no need take care of other feel 1..but y i m such stupid gals..orelse i am the 1 got problem of my behavior or character...izit i m the bad 1...?..all things come to me..i feel tired..i refuse o think it..but....i dunwan see them anymore...

i dislike them~

he said:" u big already,this is small things,no need cry off.."..such a bad conversation with him...he also the 1 i hate last night...the 1 who more close to u...hurt u the more...

leave me a lone and take care all the things..and go play and make joyfull together..izit a right action...

after play till tired,then just sayd:"go back la"...

izit i m the hollow...till no1 observed me...include she...i take care of her,but she make me dissapointed
dissapointed~fully~

i will not concern anymore..i am the most stupid....please let me wake up and remove those stupid action....

crista

daigaku no seigatsu~

my 1st year ~
i still remember during the first came to here..i actually so worry and scare due to this is my first time stay at outside so long the time...but i still have to independent and solve anythings by myself~At here, the first friend i knew is moon...roomate with her feel so happy..everytime happy or unhappy things..we alway share each other....she is my best friend after came in....after few twice a week, i knew a group of funny people..they are so "special"...different course, come from different state....and sometime use different language to comunicate..especially cc..so happy to know 5 of them....i wish TBA will have a happy life too,i am not regret to know him although the frienship between me and him is over,but i believe yuan fen,and thanks to him too....a lot happy memory during that time...i will keep in mind....first three month although busy to practise sketch,but this improve i and my lovely cousemate friendship...so happy can meet them too....and sometime so miss the time we all practise the sketch and win the sketch~~i will never forget...........

crista

A Cinderella story

I think all people already familiar with Cinderella right. But she has something that maybe or not much people know...

Cinderella come from a rich and peacefull family...she stay with her father so happily..but nobody know actually who is her mother...dont you ask this question....??? all people just realized she has a stepmother....the bad 1...

I still remember long long time ago...that was a funny and joyfull teacher told me a story...about Cinderalla story...it is different from Cinderella....the different is Cinderalla, she is so ugly, poor, not much euducated and no people will put attention to her.....but she is so hardworking as Cinderella...always update herself...why two girls from a same century,same country...but why both of them had different ending.....

Althought Cinderella have a wonderfull life after married with the Prince...but that is still a story...good at the beginning..but not really have a good ending of her life...............
Sometime i find that simple life from what the God give you and also of your hardwork, then already satisfy you yourself......Cinderalla life althought simple and no attractive...but at least she has a pretty good family....that is what our life is...

crista

Peterpan

Tonight the sky is so dark and the moon is so brightness...i am now sitting with a same position and doing a samething all the night. This job not so easy for me...i am being alone all the time especially the night. I still remember the pass that,at this time nearly 12am,i am being at downstair talking with a very very good "friend". He is my supportor at here. If no him, i think i will be so bored...now, my life change...i have to be so independent. In the pass were so happy and memorable.

As one story i believe. Here is a neverland for me,but now the neverland has change,Peterpan and all friends had left here ever and forever.

Althought that,the mentally support still there.

crista

A new day

Today the weather is so nice. I also gradually recover from sick and get well soon. Thanks of God that bless me this few weeks. I will appreciate what i have now. Through this incident, i fully understand what actually i have. I have a lot, i think everybody also. Therefore, don't ever say "i dint have this,i dint have that". Not everything can fully satisfy all others. Appreciate every moment, family and friendship are more crucial. I so happy that i can drop a nice blog at here. I hope what i express here can share and impress all of you.


crista

July 2009 11:40pm

今天是我第一天写blog，奇怪。。。从前的我没有想过要create一个blog。。。自从来了这里，好像没有开心过。。。开心的是人满满的长大了，思想也成熟了。。。两年了高兴或悲哀的事都有。。。现在的我还是老样子，正在温习功课。。。这几天又病了。。。在此希望在这可以让我寻找到我的小天地。。。。